EDIT.

i am really really sorry sherilyn!
I STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY!


i asked you to go for it because i dont want you to regret it. it doesnt matter if you come it last. but leave with your head held high and know that you've done what you could. you trained so that you can win. and i pray for you. that you will win. and just so you know. i'll be proud of you. more than you know.